I should have started this post like an AA meeting.
" Hello, my name is Peter, and I am a beginner... no, I don't mean a beginner as in just starting... well, actually I do, but ... this is sooooo hard." I need to take a deep breath and just say it.
" I'm a beginner not a finisher!"
Ahhhh, there I said it, out loud, in public...( does a blog post count as public?)
Now what are the next 11 steps?
Well here are the next 14 steps. Finish, finish, finish.
You may be wondering how
Step One... Finish one, any one, it doesn't matter.
So here I am in the studio, my hands shaking, my mind swirling with new ideas, and that little demon voice inside my head " say fella, how about doing something with all those peonies outside... you know you want to."
I need my support group!.....and another cup of tea.